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三千春江水　暫住寂寞天空
逛夠了世界　跌進了春風

活著自活著　萬象在逝水中暢泳
偶爾愛上過一些倒影
流言流成河流　流過幾道名勝
浪停下像拿著鏡　難辨舊日風景

山水非山水　涷了變雪堆
山水般山水　遇熱若霧水
混雜絕望後便是淚水　衍生出心碎
狂潯約花絮　再醉了愛再醉　會跌進漩渦太虛
擠於渠裡　浸於浴裡　同樣落自春水
汗滴在血海紅不紅　散聚後味道餘殘濃不濃
那是快感還是痛　深海裡永遠看不通
靜靜地浮游在清空　一轉身可以化進了杯中
口乾了便喝盡那密雲　像喝掉如夢如幻信不信

(三千春江水　暫住寂寞天空
逛夠了世界　跌進了春風)

清水苦水一樣暫住半空

(水清不起花　萬物靜默夾道
碎了這塊鏡　照見了洶湧　眉頭才震動)

汗滴在血海紅不紅　散聚後味道餘殘濃不濃
那是快感還是痛　深海裡永遠看不通
靜靜地浮游在清空　一轉身可以化進了杯中
口乾了便喝盡那密雲　像喝掉如夢如幻信不信

(水慢慢飄升於天空　水慢慢將萬物玩弄)

活著若是夢　是夢蝶讓水色震動

撇夠了冷雨　得到升空

i want u

i want to see u

i want to go to find u every day

i want to see u every day

i want to put u in my bag

i want to paly with u

i miss u i miss u

i love u i love u

i have been seeing for 1.x year...

my name is ng wing han

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dun want to be fussy or sth like 無病呻吟
i really get lost.
before, i think i understand myself sosososo much
and i know wt i want to be and wt kind of person i want to be or sth else..
even im not 100% understand myself becoz im still young,
at least i know myself deeper than many ppls...i think...i think...
come suddenly, i feel im getting far and far awy from wt i want to be
wt i want to behave. i feel sad.
my spirit is still here but becoz of sth,...im tired
i let it go. i let it go..many many times,step by step
just becoz not gonna hold da things on or wt else.anyway
i really know wt can make a person not willing to speak up now.
i know i m really willful before..quite long long time before actually
i wont behave like this anymore i swear
but i hope i can say all wt i want to say.
not knowing urself is really killing ppl
it can make a person be down and down for long long time
endless...   unless i can really become wt i want to be
maybe not  100 % ,but at least trying my best
i know im not now..
worse and worse and worse than the previous me.
the worst thing for me is ----my mum is sad becoz she feels im sad
and i cant tell her wt happen to me.
now,the reason why i dun wanna be sad is   i dun want my mum be sad
i want to claim dat wt i want to be is not abt my career
is abt wt kind of person i wanna be
im not  saying those  becoz im worry abt my ce result
wt make me being frustrated for a long time is never abt my results ,my study,
but my life,all abt my life and ppl around me.

hahha
maybe some ppl may think dat this is da moment i need jesus.
im sorry, im not.
plz forgive me, plz dun try to comfort me through  religious ways.
i want to get power from myself and some ppl i reli love and care but not god and jesus
i can just tell dat everyone is different
relireli thanks mama and u guys ,u get it! u guys! actually not so many guys.

i really dun want to complain so much